Selcouth 2

"And all she could do is just stare at his face. Up close. 'Beautiful.', she said.

      'What?', he asked. At that moment, it felt like the time stops. Just the two of them staring. 

   Her staring into his ocean blue eyes, the most captivating eyes she's seen. 

       Attracted. Captivated. Tempted. Enchanted."

"Up close looking at her freckles. She's the most beautiful of all. 'Beautiful', he thought. 

    He heard her voice and almost fell on his knees because it was the most soothing sweet voice,

  he has ever heard. He stared at her. Both of them looking into each other's eyes. 

      Him staring into the most attractive beautiful hazel eyes he's seen.
  Attracted. Captivated. Tempted. Desired."

Unveils the ordinary.

enamoured

Have you ever fall so hard in love with someone till you kept thinking about him/her everyday?

or even every hours, every minutes, every seconds.
Of course it sounds crazy but really tbh, I can't spend a second without thinking about him. 

Oh btw, he's my first official boyfriend whom I really can't let go.
I might seems or maybe sounds crazy but he's different from anyone.
I like every single thing about him and love him to the moon and never coming back

but sometimes I feel that he's not that into me as much as I am 

or maybe I'm thinking too much

He's the first who made me feel safe and secure,

   first to make me feel like I'm the world to him,

   first who made my first kiss full with love,

   first who made me feel butterflies in my tummy,

   first to be known by my family,

   first who made me feel wanted and love,

   first guy I love and, my

   first love.

He may not be the perfect one as he's completely not romantic at all,

he's sometimes clueless at what I'm trying to say to him.
There are many stuffs I want to tell him but sometimes I can't.
As you see, I'm someone who can't be straightforward,
I can't tell stuffs right away as some people.

How I wish I could tbh. 

Sometimes I really just want to yell to his face telling him that I miss him so much.
But I hold back all the time. 

You see, I am clingy but I tried not to be because I want to give him space

just like how he gave me and I'm afraid I'll annoy him.
I want to text or even call him all the time but I hold back.

The urge to talk to him and listen to his voice.
His playfulness is absolutely cute. 

He's all I want but I don't know what he thinks about me deep down.
Is he afraid of losing me just like I am or not?
Does he think of me as much I think of him? 

But all he needs to know is that no matter how hard it is, I'll always love him. 

"I love you."